people are too controlling and manipulative for their own good,
and it is going to crash down upon them in ways they can't fathom.
I had an old friend wind up in the hospital, I know that the people
around me are completely crazy and are going to all end up in the
mental institution if they don't start flying right and being something
besides the venner of themselves that is controlling.

i, like vonnegut, have given up faith in humanity
i no longer want anything to do with it,
i am barely human, i think they made my heart too large
for the world, i think they made me too big for the rest
of people who have tried to cut me down in the past
because they percieved me as better than them,
because i am a musicain, writer, and artist.

Fuck you people. I'm done with all of you.